Author: Gerardo San Diego

Something Left in the Tank

Something Left in the Tank

According to Wikipedia: “The conservation ethic is an ethic of resource use, allocation, exploitation, and protection. Its primary focus is upon maintaining the health of the natural world: its forests, fisheries, habitats, and biological diversity. Secondary focus is on materials conservation and energy conservation, which are seen as important to protect the natural world.” When …

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Thou Shalt Trust in Thy Ignorance

Thou Shalt Trust in Thy Ignorance

There’s news this week about the National Security Agency collecting records of millions of American phone calls. Here’s the New York Times link:http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/12/washington/12nsa.html Many people probably don’t even know about this stuff. Many people probably are happy that they don’t know about this stuff. Many people will vote in the next election not knowing anything …

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Student Manifesto

Student Manifesto

I am your student. You are my teacher. I need your patience as much as you need my determination. In order to learn from you I have to trust you. I have to trust you not to betray me. Don’t just tell me what is right and what is wrong. Tell me why. Praise will …

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Sick Day

Sick Day

I like this change of paceof my body breaking down to force itself to rest alreadyof my mind getting so numb and tiredthat it pukes out every other bullshit thoughtand focuses instead on FIVE THINGS THAT NEED DOINGtoday. No arguments, no second-guessing,No passive-aggressive behavior or “what if” thoughtsNo inuendos, no rumors,and certainly no TV shows …

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Right Where I Want to Be

Right Where I Want to Be

I always felt like 40. Last week I actually got there. At least for me, it is an age that looks back at past mistakes and smiles. There is enough distance now, thank God, and those who would point to my mistakes more than ten years ago have not been paying attention to my achievements …

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Jazz and Dixie

Jazz and Dixie

Jazz and Dixie were rescued animals from Animal Match Rescue Team. They are my birthday gifts from Kristie. Jazz is a light pomeranian, Dixie is a black pomeranian. They are brother and sister, around 8-9 years old, and are happier when they’re together, which is why I got both of them. Jazz and Dixie were …

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Gibraltar

Gibraltar

This pillar of Hercules is an unthinking, unfeeling piece of rock with no choice but to hold its ground and jut its granite neck out to ships proud that so many have canonized it as the symbol of strength and fortitude and stability. You stare at this rock with your decades of service to a …

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"No work is insignificant."

"No work is insignificant."

This was posted on a MySpace discussion group: “No work is insignificant. All labor that uplifts humanity has dignity and importance and should be undertaken with painstaking excellence.”– Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Someone then asked, “What about when labor degrades human dignity”? Then I remembered this story: When I worked as an office intern …

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The Information Age, Incomplete

The Information Age, Incomplete

In 2001: A Space Odyssey, HAL9000, a computer in charge of piloting a ship and monitoring and regulating the life systems of a hibernating spaceship crew, winds up killing all but one member of that crew. It turns out that HAL9000, built as a sentient machine, received incomplete information that also conflicted with his original …

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Jazz, Part 2

Jazz, Part 2

Like a jazz song, I’m going to begin writing this piece with a certain theme and direction, then go off into a tangent and talk about something else somewhat related while trying to stay within the overall theme, then come back and finish up cleanly. Hopefully. I saw Luther Hughes and the Cannonball-Coltrane Project play …

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Iron Man

Iron Man

I drew the above tonight. Click on it and you’ll see the whole picture. Hadn’t drawn like this in 15 years. I’d found some old school supplies from college—markers, pencils, sketchpad—and decided I should try to have fun drawing again. When I was a boy, I would get sick a lot. During those times, I’d …

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Checklist of Attachments and Perceptions

Checklist of Attachments and Perceptions

On the MySpace Buddhism discussion group, this question was asked: If there is a really negative situation, how do you function within that situation? How do you attempt to bring positive energy into the negativity? My answer: As I’ve gotten older, I’ve noticed that many negative situations are based on my perceptions and ego more …

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1421: The Year China Discovered America

1421: The Year China Discovered America

What is the meaning of the word “discovery”? Regarding the book and documentary about 1421: The Year China Discovered America: From Columbus’ page on Wikipedia: “His voyage marked the beginning of the European colonization of the Americas.” “While Columbus had always given the conversion of non-believers as one reason for his explorations, he grew increasingly …

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Art, and How to Waste It

Art, and How to Waste It

This is my opinion. This is my experience. This is my voice. I was at the Sterling Art store in Irvine, California, browsing through aisles of art supply last weekend, when I stopped in front of a glass case. I saw my half-silhouette staring back at me, with my sweatshirt and baggy jeans, my uncombed …

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Those Old Men Who Talk Behind Their Cigars

Those Old Men Who Talk Behind Their Cigars

I remember, when I was young, watching foreign movies in which old men who wore old hats sat in wooden chairs, usually with newspapers either in their hands to signify that they were reading the news, or those same newspapers used and folded on the table, to show that they had just read the news. …

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Jazz

Jazz

There is a justice for every tragedy. There is a redemption for every wrong. On Thursday night, my friend and I watched Benny Golson play two sets, each about an hour long, at the Jazz Bakery in Culver City. The theater’s capacity was 215 seats but only a bit more than half were taken. A …

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How to Skin A Bear

How to Skin A Bear

The bear is a straightforward creature, with singular intentions. It wakes up in the morning, knows that it needs to eat, and goes about looking for food. It is a strong animal that can destroy anything in its path, and isn’t reluctant to do so. Approaching a bear in physical combat, even while holding a …

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King Kong

King Kong

Some thoughts after returning from yet another movie where somebody decided to talk out loud while the movie was playing. I should thank these people sometimes, because if it were not for them, I would have less to write about: This poor man probably never got enough attention in his life, and his only voice …

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Handshakes and Forgivenesses

Handshakes and Forgivenesses

Hello, my name is Gerardo San Diego. Forgive me for not bullshitting you because it’s been a while since I’ve practiced. Forgive me for living in moderation. I have no reason to numb myself with excess. I will, more likely, be a boring long-term friend than an exciting short-term buddy. When we first meet, forgive …

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